A bit down...

I'm tired.... I have been really trying with this finding a kitchen thing, and I just don't know where to look anymore... EVERYONE is saying no, or not answering. Even the places that are officially there to be rented are saying it's beyond their capacity. Why can't this dreamer get a break? I can't really be doomed to only dream for the rest of my life can I? I have had a whiff of the baking doer, the baking go getter, the baking achiever! I don't want to go back to the baking dreamer. Only if it's to dream about winning the lottery or dreaming of how Lily will turn out later on or how our next vacation is going to be... feeling a bit down today...